Wednesday202509170005!

i do hope India is not cheating me ! 

& in order to keep the faith in her , the vessel i am currently "LD" on \ with ~ being India the girl I think that i am her boyfriend and her my girlfriend though this "solitude" sessions?/z have me quib the thinking and xzystance of such though yeah DAN just try to remember the fact she might like you back and might just be"weeding" her associates?/z to see who does goodly care and who is only after the sex acts/z freedoms/z!!!!!! & thinking about such when paranoid and her not in sight or near me doesn't help though just got a keep remembering the first meet and horizontal neck and head and face peeping around from the side after touching off at Brunswick & also the thought and impression I got when I met her at near Elizabeth Street in the city after the train ride from uftg and how I thought she reminded me of a female monk and for the tram trip or seamedd or I observedd or thought maybe dispite getting off head?drunk?apoNeedledd?or?equivy the morning or night before she unit missionedd to ensure I wasn't feeling ditchedd or waiting at all long wondering not of being stood up due to her strange and thankfully for timeingsz though as I sat next to her on the tram back towardsz where she'sz been living I did have the thought that ~ maybe she has decided to be my monogamous girlfriend to me her boyfriend in her mind and thought ~ so that image or memory makesz it easier to think and believe that she is my girlfriend and must like me to some extent & I may get to see her soon iv I'm lucky anough most defineately! That then being today I think today Wednesday September 17th 2025 just it'sz nearly quarter of an hour past midnight I'll have to wait till after she sleepsz and I think after this bloody job interview that quibbles?/z me anywaysz I best just think it's letting down your matesz and those that care about you yourself in the good way meansz iv you kill yourself and the other lyrics meaning of the friend that has caught the poor soul that tried hanging themselves?/z again. I won't let you down , I won't let you down again.

So iv you are thinking or attempting suicide remember that you are letting your matesz down and could be doing GoodHood stuff like home deliverysz and not jibbing everyone with over pricedd commoditiesz and Good God knowsz!?¿ Though yeah....

Now 1216am so after midnight &

Right now the calandar square is that of:

Wednesday September 17th 2025 ~ D A N D E